One Sided love

Pain in my heart
Love in my soul
Never once have I told you the truth
Ears mute eyes blind
How much time will I waste
Until  you become empty space or I a fucking mental case
You words affect me
Yet I let it be
Don't ask Don't pry
I deny I evade
What I know i cant escape
Erase!Erase!Erase! everything you said or did to me
Pathetic it must seem but this fucking heart of mines wont let me be  I hate how weak it makes me
But because of you I coming apart from the seams