Heart beating like a thunder storm
Mind racing not like the norm
Body shaking as if in major harm
Pulse vibrating like a firearm
As I tried to grasp the truth reality kicks & sets in
I can't believe the state I am in.Is this the end?
I transcend into another being. What am I seeing?
Why am I bleeding?
Is this my blood or yours
Why am I here? Fear is what I taste let me retrace my steps
Hold up Death that can't be what is next
You can't have what you want at every beck and call
You just can't take it all
I want to crawl out this hole I dug my self in but then again
Inside my heart I wish I could hide
So I could never confide & show you my cowardly side
Don't pick Don't pry
When I start to cry it's not because of you its because of my frustrations
So please don't misunderstand the situation
And I dare you to judge my hesitation
Pa are you proud of me? My dedication?
Complication: guilt? Remorse?
I enforce my aggravation into one big altercation
If I pull the trigger now I wonder will you be my salvation or my damnation?
The devil whisper in my ear my most desire temptation
But I fill no such expectation cause my new life is waiting
So why am I hesitating. I will grab it by the reins
And my chains of despair will break away one day
But the darkness will never stray
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