Sky isn't limited eternal continuous motion
Like the waves of the ocean my sins keep washing over me
Can't escape my destiny
Forever bound by this chain called reality
No fantasy no wishing myself into another galaxy
I release my lungs out and scream into pure ecstasy
Over what has taken over me
Fate foresees my destruction
A Little reconstruction minimal deduction and whole lot of suction
My life hangs in the in between
Only Death awaits me
Turn right I see light turn left I see darkness
Who am I? I'm heartless cold unrelenting unmoving like winter's breeze
My body freeze my knee's buckled underneath me
I watch memories that are not mine to past earth time's
I decline earth opportunities for my only wish to live for all eternity
Friday, September 23, 2011
A Lover's Delay
Can't be still Can't stop moving
Gotta keep on breathing
You are my reason
My damnation my bittersweet abomination?
No patience let the poison set in; my veins
As my eyes roll to the back of my head
I watch as it spreads to my brain
I can feel this delectable twinging pain
Mind possessed I try my best to suppressed my emotions
But how could I when my body's motions are not my own
Not weak yet not that strong
I prolong my inevitable delay by forcing you to stay
My body disobey and leave my heart into disarray
I like to think that some day I leave you or you leave me
But we both know that is unimaginable fantasy
Reality? There is none.
We come undone just to have another rerun another go blow for blow until there no blood flow
Gotta keep on breathing
You are my reason
My damnation my bittersweet abomination?
No patience let the poison set in; my veins
As my eyes roll to the back of my head
I watch as it spreads to my brain
I can feel this delectable twinging pain
Mind possessed I try my best to suppressed my emotions
But how could I when my body's motions are not my own
Not weak yet not that strong
I prolong my inevitable delay by forcing you to stay
My body disobey and leave my heart into disarray
I like to think that some day I leave you or you leave me
But we both know that is unimaginable fantasy
Reality? There is none.
We come undone just to have another rerun another go blow for blow until there no blood flow
Fate Devices
Tears like bullets words like hail that pierces the soul
Masks unveil words unfold
Restriction loose their holds thoughts become told
Decisions become wage
Actions become portrayed
As destiny steps up on the stage
Life and Death engaged into a conversation
Who's reincarnation or cremation will begin and who will meet their end?
Fate apprehends the life that just begin and it spins out of control
Death role is in play now
So sit back and watch how he fixes Fate's mistakes
Consequences breaks life & meets opportunities
In a community with no immunities to death
They look to Destiny and asks what's next
Life is perplexed and looks on with envy.
On what they can't be what they can't do.
For this is strictly taboo.
Fate See's it in a different view
One can not exist without the other or both are through
Death pursues life Life pursues Death until there's nothing left
Both withdrew withdraw
To claw at Fate's coffin until it open
And once again all that remain was Fate's domain
Masks unveil words unfold
Restriction loose their holds thoughts become told
Decisions become wage
Actions become portrayed
As destiny steps up on the stage
Life and Death engaged into a conversation
Who's reincarnation or cremation will begin and who will meet their end?
Fate apprehends the life that just begin and it spins out of control
Death role is in play now
So sit back and watch how he fixes Fate's mistakes
Consequences breaks life & meets opportunities
In a community with no immunities to death
They look to Destiny and asks what's next
Life is perplexed and looks on with envy.
On what they can't be what they can't do.
For this is strictly taboo.
Fate See's it in a different view
One can not exist without the other or both are through
Death pursues life Life pursues Death until there's nothing left
Both withdrew withdraw
To claw at Fate's coffin until it open
And once again all that remain was Fate's domain
Innocence Until Proven Guilty
Heart beating like a thunder storm
Mind racing not like the norm
Body shaking as if in major harm
Pulse vibrating like a firearm
As I tried to grasp the truth reality kicks & sets in
I can't believe the state I am in.Is this the end?
I transcend into another being. What am I seeing?
Why am I bleeding?
Is this my blood or yours
Why am I here? Fear is what I taste let me retrace my steps
Hold up Death that can't be what is next
You can't have what you want at every beck and call
You just can't take it all
I want to crawl out this hole I dug my self in but then again
Inside my heart I wish I could hide
So I could never confide & show you my cowardly side
Don't pick Don't pry
When I start to cry it's not because of you its because of my frustrations
So please don't misunderstand the situation
And I dare you to judge my hesitation
Pa are you proud of me? My dedication?
Complication: guilt? Remorse?
I enforce my aggravation into one big altercation
If I pull the trigger now I wonder will you be my salvation or my damnation?
The devil whisper in my ear my most desire temptation
But I fill no such expectation cause my new life is waiting
So why am I hesitating. I will grab it by the reins
And my chains of despair will break away one day
But the darkness will never stray
Mind racing not like the norm
Body shaking as if in major harm
Pulse vibrating like a firearm
As I tried to grasp the truth reality kicks & sets in
I can't believe the state I am in.Is this the end?
I transcend into another being. What am I seeing?
Why am I bleeding?
Is this my blood or yours
Why am I here? Fear is what I taste let me retrace my steps
Hold up Death that can't be what is next
You can't have what you want at every beck and call
You just can't take it all
I want to crawl out this hole I dug my self in but then again
Inside my heart I wish I could hide
So I could never confide & show you my cowardly side
Don't pick Don't pry
When I start to cry it's not because of you its because of my frustrations
So please don't misunderstand the situation
And I dare you to judge my hesitation
Pa are you proud of me? My dedication?
Complication: guilt? Remorse?
I enforce my aggravation into one big altercation
If I pull the trigger now I wonder will you be my salvation or my damnation?
The devil whisper in my ear my most desire temptation
But I fill no such expectation cause my new life is waiting
So why am I hesitating. I will grab it by the reins
And my chains of despair will break away one day
But the darkness will never stray
Pity 's Joy
I am breathing I am alive
So why is there pity in your eyes
Hated despite all of you
You only know half the truth
Ears mute Eyes blind
As you try to grasp little of time
Don't climb the ladder of despair
Never thrown your arms out in the air
Cause when you think life is unfair
It will bare sweet fruit & make you forget about your foul mood
So don't secluded yourself in darkness
Warm your heart open your eyes
And wash off what you deny the most
Don't stand there like a ghost
Move! Be motivated
And watch your pain be elevated to unbearable joy
Don't listen to what others say they are just a decoy
So enjoy laugh as if everything in the past
Cause life is a blast
So why is there pity in your eyes
Hated despite all of you
You only know half the truth
Ears mute Eyes blind
As you try to grasp little of time
Don't climb the ladder of despair
Never thrown your arms out in the air
Cause when you think life is unfair
It will bare sweet fruit & make you forget about your foul mood
So don't secluded yourself in darkness
Warm your heart open your eyes
And wash off what you deny the most
Don't stand there like a ghost
Move! Be motivated
And watch your pain be elevated to unbearable joy
Don't listen to what others say they are just a decoy
So enjoy laugh as if everything in the past
Cause life is a blast
Love Agony and Joy???
I sabotage I evade
What I know won't fade
I try to erase your your existence
When I know there is little resistance
Irresistible chaotic dangerous are few to describe this feeling of being alive
Our paths collide
Inside my heart there is no place to hide
Why deny?
When I want to give this love a try
So I cried then died a little inside and release my stubborn pride
And the loneliness in my heart subsides
Our love will be our guide
So let us sit back and enjoy the ride
What I know won't fade
I try to erase your your existence
When I know there is little resistance
Irresistible chaotic dangerous are few to describe this feeling of being alive
Our paths collide
Inside my heart there is no place to hide
Why deny?
When I want to give this love a try
So I cried then died a little inside and release my stubborn pride
And the loneliness in my heart subsides
Our love will be our guide
So let us sit back and enjoy the ride
A Sinner's Love
Dear god forgive me for I have sin I should have never let him in
Never I have I given up so easily never felt so defeated
But when you're near me something inside me stirs & just with one touch I crave more
I know it is selfish unwanted lust
But I must....search out for this light you bring
For I am trap in this darkness
So I reach up out my hand to you only knowing half the truth
That you would be the one to drown me
Can't breathe Can't believe
How you seize my conscience
And held my heart hostage
Help!!!!! Somebody call the police and catch that thief
He snatch my heart from beneath all my defenses & made me lose all my good senses
My body flat lines but wait wait I am alive
I can't believe you are my life line...My raft my life preserver my observer
Dear god forgive me for I have sin I done let this criminal in
Darkness is where I want to descend into
But if I do that you would be torn into two
So I take my words back & attack
And I stack my doubts on to you
Yet you already know the truth that I will forever love you
Even thought I show a facade of disinterest
I will make this love my eternal conquest
So it will be forever god bless
Never I have I given up so easily never felt so defeated
But when you're near me something inside me stirs & just with one touch I crave more
I know it is selfish unwanted lust
But I must....search out for this light you bring
For I am trap in this darkness
So I reach up out my hand to you only knowing half the truth
That you would be the one to drown me
Can't breathe Can't believe
How you seize my conscience
And held my heart hostage
Help!!!!! Somebody call the police and catch that thief
He snatch my heart from beneath all my defenses & made me lose all my good senses
My body flat lines but wait wait I am alive
I can't believe you are my life line...My raft my life preserver my observer
Dear god forgive me for I have sin I done let this criminal in
Darkness is where I want to descend into
But if I do that you would be torn into two
So I take my words back & attack
And I stack my doubts on to you
Yet you already know the truth that I will forever love you
Even thought I show a facade of disinterest
I will make this love my eternal conquest
So it will be forever god bless
One Sided love
Pain in my heart
Love in my soul
Never once have I told you the truth
Ears mute eyes blind
How much time will I waste
Until you become empty space or I a fucking mental case
You words affect me
Yet I let it be
Don't ask Don't pry
I deny I evade
What I know i cant escape
Erase!Erase!Erase! everything you said or did to me
Pathetic it must seem but this fucking heart of mines wont let me be I hate how weak it makes me
But because of you I coming apart from the seams
Love in my soul
Never once have I told you the truth
Ears mute eyes blind
How much time will I waste
Until you become empty space or I a fucking mental case
You words affect me
Yet I let it be
Don't ask Don't pry
I deny I evade
What I know i cant escape
Erase!Erase!Erase! everything you said or did to me
Pathetic it must seem but this fucking heart of mines wont let me be I hate how weak it makes me
But because of you I coming apart from the seams
Descend into Darkness
Sky ain't limited eternal continuous motion
Like the waves of a ocean my sins washing over me
Can't escape my destiny
Forever bound by this chain called reality
No fantasy no wishing your self into another galaxy
Death awaits me
My pride won't let me be
Turn right I see light turn left I see darkness
Who am I? I am heartless cold unrelenting unmoving like the winter breeze
My body freeze my knees buckle underneath me
I release my lungs and scream into pure ecstasy
Over what has taken over me
Like the waves of a ocean my sins washing over me
Can't escape my destiny
Forever bound by this chain called reality
No fantasy no wishing your self into another galaxy
Death awaits me
My pride won't let me be
Turn right I see light turn left I see darkness
Who am I? I am heartless cold unrelenting unmoving like the winter breeze
My body freeze my knees buckle underneath me
I release my lungs and scream into pure ecstasy
Over what has taken over me
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